May People Suffer That Change Be Effected

To some what I am about to say will be taken as cruel, lacking in compassion, caring and insensitivity or yet another excuse for keeping truth, reality and evolution at bay. To those having witnessed suffering, seen through the lies and developed critical faculties they then live and develop by, it will be taken as common sense, appropriate and essential.

Suffering on a personal and collective scale is now essential, a prerequisite. It is the only medicine suitable to wake people from a sleep so deep and controlled that nothing other will enable awakening. Reasoning, discussion, persuasion and truth telling to the face or virtually have and continue, to a greater degree, to fall on deaf, dumb and blind somnolent souls. These are those so far ponerized, propagandised and placed into the torpor of belief that their controllers are still looking after their best interests, have the greater good at heart and all will work out well in the end if we just stay with it. These souls perpetuate a most destructive state of professional denial.

Those stuck and lost to the airy fairy land where they profess love will overcome all the ills in the world are equally delusional. For the most part this is the continuing bullshit fed us in the sixties, the summer of love and the mind programs built around and into these events. Again pre-emting nit pickers  challenging this statement I have always believed love and its right practice to be the greatest asset and solvent to ills. What I challenge here is the mindset appealing to meditate, stay outside the media controlling us and all will be well. Objectivity, critical thinking and an open mind yes but retreating into faux spirituality and easy to pronounce self interested be-gooding is rarely going to address anything other than the self inflation of egos, arrogance and misguided optimism of better.

Love is our greatest asset when used appropriately. It is the solvent allowing all things to move and have their best being, yet in itself it will not move mountains of evil, tripe and deceit. Positive thinking is ok in its place, however to think positive thinking and ignoring the negative is going to be the solution is typical of the misguided teachings of body mind gurus. All have to be accompanied with right action, proper practice, really walking the talk and the unassailable absence of denial on any level. Speaking, acting, investing in and practicing truth, answering to what our best being knows, is the only path for correction. This is concomitant with self education, developing awareness, critical thought and the utter absence of lying to oneself, kidding oneself our specialness makes us good and apart from the mass mess.

Suffering will and has always brought the individual and collective back on track, be it for a moment or for life change permanence. Suffering destroys the raging ego, the hubris of speciality, exceptionalism and every other crass usurpation of our innate humanity.

Today we are consumed in a boiling pot of such gross lies, deceit and evil intent lacking any moral compass that each of our lives appear hopeless with little ability for change. We are left stagnating, strangled and staunched. Most have become prisoners  to their self imposed and very limited mindset and allow themselves to be programmed on an altogether obscene level. Those who run with the status quo refusing to admit such programming consciously self delude or are content to remain plain ignorant of anything perpetrated on their lives, their families and their communities through whatever form of gizmo or trend. The reaction to anyone aware and truth telling is immediately flagged when such messengers become tagged as conspiracy theorists, that well worn, favoured call initiated by the CIA in the sixties to staunch questioning the propaganda and dissent. Anti-Semitism is of the same ilk, propagated by the Anglo Zionists who long ago entrapped the Jewish franchise to establish their perverse validity as they sear their foul, cruel and self obsessed psychopathy across the globe. That laws are now being considered and passed to make it a criminal offence to question the State of Israel shows clearly who runs the lunatic asylum.

To learn who rules over you, simply find out who you are not allowed to criticize” attrib: Voltaire

The preponderance for individuals to be goaded into self obsession through encouragement of choice, self expression and self obsession has enabled the psychopaths   in high office and infiltrated into all our lives, to cultivate such diverse groups of authoritarian followers as to blur the lines between right, wrong, morality and ethical practice. Confusion, distraction and dispensing of any natural discussion or argument has set each against the other in such a varied kaleidoscope of groups, labels and identifications as to keep people preoccupied forever. Orwell’s war is peace, freedom is slavery and ignorance is strength resonates deafeningly as we continue to ignore his prescient words and still believe our masters.

Sanity has left the corridors of power. The role and influence of common sense is now stigmatised as being akin to terrorism. A war on terrorism is that illogical, ephemeral project, waging permanent war on an idea. Fear is fed daily through all sorts of organs that for most unable to control or steer their critical faculties, end up giving in, giving up and colluding with the perpetrators of control. Silence becomes our enemy. Complicity the true evil.

Social media has been used as a tool to spread such madness at hyper speed. Discrimination, objectivity and the use of critical thinking allows the few (when set against the billions of us) to navigate with dextrous and swift speed through the morass that is today’s information age. Social media like any medium can be utilised for good, bad or indifference. Allowing the deception to be infused and used through its various portals is irresponsibility at its most terrifying.

For those lacking these skills suffering can only be the one thing  enabling the slightest potential for change. It is what becomes imperative when the eleventh hour and fifty ninth has passed.

When I say bring on the suffering I do so from a most compassionate, loving state of mind and caring for the human race. Be it natural phenomena, crass, irresponsible human behaviour or horrendous happenstance it matters not. Our collective amnesia, denial and arrogance is well overdue for reset.

Some will argue there is still time for things to correct themselves without suffering. I respond – that delusion is part of the very problem and has to be addressed. Of course such a deus ex machina or illusory hope will always be an unknown at this or any time, however  waiting for it to appear, be it second comings, alien saviours or any other hopeless wish fulfillments illustrate stagnation, denial and refusal of the highest order. Waking others continues to be always a necessary action, even though it has proven an almost fruitless task. I am not proposing doing nothing, no, do absolutely everything and more. Continue becoming informed, develop even greater critical faculties. Face and tackle the unknown and the known even if that means placing personal life at peril. Confront evil even as to closes us all down. Speak truth with every breath. Challenge the nay sayers, the conditioned authoritarian followers, the fantasists who place their faith in the unholy, the numinous and varied religious indoctrinations.

Faith is most definitely called for, yet it is a faith in the single power of change enabled only and exclusively with the awakening of each individual.  Suffering is what truly opens and readies us for transformation and evolution that goes way beyond simple token attempts, pretence and oppressed belief values.

I end quoting Christopher Fry in A Sleep of Prisoners. The reference to God here for me holds no religious connotation. It is the very substance we are all individually and collectively part of, made from and facilitate to experience this human moment. Until we can wrap that around our being suffering will exert its most precious influence on each and everyone of us to help us break our self created chains!

The human heart can go the lengths of God…
Dark and cold we may be, but this
Is no winter now. The frozen misery
Of centuries breaks, cracks, begins to move;
The thunder is the thunder of the floes,
The thaw, the flood, the upstart Spring.

Thank God our time is now when wrong
Comes up to face us everywhere,
Never to leave us till we take
The longest stride of soul we ever took.

Affairs are now soul size.
The enterprise
Is exploration into God.
Where are you making for? It takes
So many thousand years to wake,
But will you wake for pity’s sake!



Read more and a true story uncovering the mechanisms of global control in Dreams and Realities

Capt AH Trapman
: aka Toto, was a real life journalist for The London Telegraph, author of several well received books include The Dog, Man’s Best Friend, The Greeks Triumphantand Straight Tips for Subs and co-founder/creator for the British Army, the Bicycle Battalions. As a researcher and investigative reporter he was responsible for uncovering hidden pathways to the Global Deep State following the global financial crash of 1929.

His work, essence and ongoing work has morphed into his grand nephew Jonathan L. Trapman, himself having traversed the portals of journalism and media. Presently using his pen as the sword to do battle with untruth, deception, distraction, division and psychopathy in power he continues the efforts Toto began.

All warriors for truth are by nature immortal thus all words penned never cease to carry the energetic influences expressed.


Grand Theft Distraction – No Virtual World, It’s Real!

When the magician wishes you to see his trick a heavy dose of distraction is employed. The better the employment the greater the magician appears to be.
When power structures wish to bamboozle, lie and obfuscate using global deceit they distract populations and groups, specific or global using the same methodology.

Today we’re told we have more at our fingertips to learn, be informed and appraise our growth in an evolving world. All the stuff at our disposition to help us manage, comprehend and make the best possible decisions and choices when it comes to personal and collective position. We’re soothed into believing we have never had so much to help so many become or remain free, self aware and self accumulating. We’re told we are blessed in so many ways. Our lives a silk thread’s breadth away from being fabulous.

At the same time an increase on terror, illustrations of freedom lost, economies in hyper bubble dire straits and the need to staunch and prevent a gaping, growing hole in the ship of state to be fixed. Necessity has never been so called upon to supply draconian responses, they imply, for our own good.

It would not be out of place, in the way these power structures sell themselves to throw up the avenging parental analogy, guardians of the greater good, protectors of a people. The imprecation ‘We’re all in it togetherWe’re exceptional‘ ‘There’s a war on for our hearts and minds‘ ‘Those freedoms so hard struggled for are at dire risk‘ ‘We’re faced with an enemy hell bent on taking XYZ away from us‘. These are a few of the trigger phrases pumped out, regurgitated and repeated ad infinitum.

A necessary enemy has always been the foundation stone for military expansionism, creating both strategies and physical means to face up and challenge aggression real or imagined. Be it in economic terms, survival against natural disasters or plain bad guys hell bent on conquering our precious ‘way of life‘,  freedom and democracy the need for control, weapons and restrictions are imperative. The emotive ‘blood and treasure‘ are exhorted.

The Art of Distraction is an ancient art. History illustrates its longevity. With so much technological skill and informational resources at our disposal it is easy believing the Modern Day Magician is hard pressed to fool us. That assumption is the first and very basic mistake we would make.

We’re replete with ways never dreamed of in years gone by. CGI is a very obvious illustration of what can be achieved. The days of painting out treasonous figures from an old photo is crude compared with conjuring complete battles, wars and criminal activity only existing in digital landscapes presented us as truth. The editing suite doubles as a spear of propaganda and twisted perception. It may look real to addled minds, yet to critical thought, informed appraisal and eagle eye it still is just another set of magic tricks.

Such complex scenarios although undoubtedly used are not essential all the time for most of us. Used for game changing moments such as were witnessed in 1969, 2001 and so many false flag events littering the path of present day shenanigans, most of the time all that is needed is a continual diet of half truths, lies and repetitive propaganda spewed forth from television and wider media. Mobile technologies, the next numerical G roll out, electromagnetic technologies offering solution rich living aids inveigled into our lives through Internet, AI and wi-fi compound the daily diet of mental dumb downing.

Constantly subjected to beliefs that economic scarcity, lack of basic provision and inherent fear of loss we are forced to swallow the creed controlled by the powers that be that the sure way forward is under their best guidance.

Manipulated global lack, be it food, energy resources, psychological impediments in the guise of foreign belief structures invading minds and lives through false news, errant beliefs, virus creations and refugees are laid out. The injury to individual and collective health, the threat these  pose demands handing control over to our masters.

The greatest distraction, the never ending lie has always been – It is our good and best interests that are served when such powers enforce their ways. Bombarded for so long and intensely, both liminally and subliminally, it becomes harder and harder to separate the real from the virtual, truth from fiction.

Most, not holding the skills or desire to pick out this grand entanglement, retreat into a well padded comfort zone where cognitive dissonance rules. Denial and deafness become brother and sister. Hate, distaste, irrationality and prejudice become the mother and father of all reaction. The Magicians look on, drooling at the success having nullified critical thought, appraisal and transparency to see through of the veils drawn down.

Today we stand in a world where truth is a heinous crime, transparency a criminal weakness, kindness folly, empathy wishy washy, touchy feely and the mark of sissies and the powerless. The pretense practicing and demonstrating such qualities becomes acceptable only when not impinging the goal of obedience to party line and political correctness. Irrelevancies are fed us to lush out on. Such feed compounds the distraction without redirecting the main mission. Television supplies a feast to argue over, rile against and media in general, through celebrity, envy and lack pits each one against the other, easily maintaining vacuous entertainment. Bread and circus comes full spectrum 21st century with apps, hand-helds, microwaves controlling and hate fests in every shape and size, be it LGBT, black, white, Commies, foreigners, refugees, trolls – the list is endless. Intolerance  a powerful, useful means in keeping people divided, holding emotional reaction in a permanent red zone, its creative use more often than not hits overdrive, whilst simultaneously expressed as evil. Dual purpose has never been so dark.

Under these conditions persuading people imminent danger, be it terrorism, war, invasion, freedom or the destruction of bought into life styles are about to go belly up is easy. Draconian responses become far more palatable, more easily accomplished and so often demanded by the abused themselves. Yet all the time few realize how manipulated and deceitful these things are in their full deception.

The Brexit game played out on the population is one such trick. Of and by itself fashioned to offer an acceptable way to withdraw from an uncontrolled, undemocratic system of group control, it sowed huge division. Stepping back, understanding where this leads an unfortunate and unwitting state, be it leave or remain, denies seeing the trick of the light played that was merely a distraction into chaos both within Europe and the UK. That fermenting chaos as we presently witness and experience is merely laying down fertile soil for the next stage to be sown seamlessly into our psyche.

Manipulated illegal take overs of states by a variety of players HQ’d inside the Beltway and lobbied wildly by the MIC war machine, NATO, allies various and the backing bankers and money men further ratchet up tensions creating Russian, Chinese and Iranian ‘enemies’. Proxy puppets in the shape of ISIS, Boko Haram and all the other shitty little psycho players are all called up to play their part. Sanitized apartheid practices, genocide, torture and despotic control over innocent people by illegitimate ‘so-called Semites’, Cuckoos in the Palestinian nest,  has become a well oiled art. Alongside rabid stigmatization of anyone questioning their practices, revealing their true nature and game, elicits desperate, draconian, underhand methods imperiling so far more than the few playing heinous, disastrous games. Empires have always been constructed thus. It is just the violence employed today is hidden behind screens of deceptive distraction. Its degradation, psychotic employment is sanitized in verbal NLP vocabulary making it sound a mere everyday irritation or error.

Today these toys of distraction confront a growing critical mass of awareness calling out this Grand Theft Distraction, revealing it for its true being. The audacity in throwing into plain sight what in truth is dark and evil comedy reveals an arrogant hubris that by and of itself turns into its own suicide belt.

Calling them out, exposing the Hollow Wizards behind putrid curtains of deceit may well encourage such Powers to play a full and final hand. Convincing us all it is for our own good demands calling their bluff, exposing the lie and in truly heroic terms, allowing good guys to win this centuries old battle. Battle it is, as the War is as old as humanity itself and an ongoing struggle as it has ever faced. How the War is waged will only be gradually revealed as we manage evolution and ourselves.

It always comes at huge human cost. This is the paradox of life. Death is integral and absolute in such an equation. We may crave a fairy tale yet our stumbling, ever searching progress defines that the very experience must tear itself from the childish fairy tale and grow into a far more mature and adult, essential to achieving our destiny.

Reality is the stuff of our own creation. Virtual equivalences hold no soul, nothing more than experimentation within a powerful operational tool. Outcomes can be magicked, hi-tech AI solutions created yet the exploration and development of our human being will reveal we ourselves hold everything needed to realize the solution – that is our journey. Distraction in any form, self created or imposed from outside disrupts, delays and impedes on the path to true freedom.

Knowing oneself offers not only the best suit of armor but also turns into the most nourishing diet we could ever have desired.


Read more of my research and the story of uncovering the mechanisms of global control in Dreams and Realities

Capt AH Trapman
: aka Toto, has been a journalist for The London Telegraph, author of several well received books include The Dog, Man’s Best Friend, The Greeks Triumphant and Straight Tips for Subs and co-founder/creator for the British Army, the Bicycle Battalions. As a researcher and investigative reporter he was responsible for uncovering hidden pathways to the Global Deep State following the global financial crash of 1929.


In Bed With Terror – A Very British Way To Rule!

Terror is the one emotion able to freeze anyone’s tracks. Play this ace card and the game is won, albeit temporarily. Terrify your people and for an immediate period everything is sharply held in the cross hairs of Terror – long enough to convince them their safety needs controls, dirty dealings and the very worst of actions overcoming what is portrayed as clear and present danger and necessity.orangeorder

When this principle is enacted by a ruling government, with or without majority, consent or discussion then we walk directly into and through the door of unacceptability, indecency and trashing the principles of law and human rights.

The General Election of May 2017 has produced a result enabling potential consequences expanding an already eager ruling party intent on befriending funding and promoting the very worst terrorist ideologues and terror states in the world today. All done with such unconscionable ease of self serving goals and little desire for global stability and peace. With no mandate from the people the present Tory party snuggles up to one of the most right wing, homophobic and terror driven parties standing alone as some sort of partner for illegitimate collusion.

From December 1969 to July 1997 both the IRA and their Unionist opposites set into an the-good-friday-agreement-fcb-agreement-c86830af6b0a22248c758e32b8a1f95a-large-130081internecine war against each other and ultimately against the State. The Good Friday agreement sealing a fragile peace, with no little effort from all sides categorically stated neither party was to have any mainland government preferences shown them. Their autonomy and non influence on laws affecting mainland political argument was sacrosanct. That Sinn Féin has historically never represented itself in Parliament at Westminster is and always has been their choice. In 2015 the EVEL law made it impossible for parties such as the DUP to vote on English laws. Brexit does not fall under that law yet everything else does.

The Conservatives, well at least Theresa May in her thoroughly weakened state, havedupad tried to ‘fix’ a deal with the DUP in order to give an impression of majority. Like so much of their previous manipulating, it merely presented a mirage of deception and lies. It will never hold any meaningful water.

What is more terrifying is the history and make up of the DUP apart from its frighteningly archaic beliefs and principles, was as much a terror organisation as the Provisional Irish Republican Army. That this irony has not even crossed the conversation of the mainstream is typical, yet it highlights how easy it has always been for the right wing, both Conservative and blue Labour to have leapt into bed with the worst terror cells/governments on the planet for purpose and self gain. Present relationships with the


Daesh Darlings

likes of Saudi Arabia, the Gulf States, Israel and the largest terrorist protagonist on the planet, Washington DC, a state so unipolar and out of control within the United States as to threaten the safety of the whole world, illustrates the colour and determination to fool and subvert in order to keep not only the fear factor alive and well with control over the people in order but also their handle on a very British despotism.

British governments are no strangers to these tactics. The British Raj and the Irish Famine are two burning pyres of examples. Their use over the whole span of Empire


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maintained useful dominance, criminal cruelty and total dominance. Their use of terror tactics so often covered over and concealed by proxy forces and deliberately created ‘terror cells’ merely illustrated the utter contempt it held and still holds for its population and all outside the coterie of collective self enrichment.

With a hung Parliament we are faced with accepting the unacceptable, promoting the blindingly obvious illegal ways now being engineered to look like majority rule. Using all the energy and potent justice empowered by a historically successful progress  Labour, their leader Jeremy Corbyn and those many whose eyes are now wide open to travesties transgressed and pushed down the throats and ears of a population not accepting the status quo, solutions need formulating.

I have already laid out the silent hidden partners, nay controllers, of these antics in another article needing to be exposed however this moment the injustices, illegal operational ploys the Conservatives are trying to serve up MUST be staunched, stopped and robbed of any legitimacy they foist upon us.

Our voice collective and loud is needed at this time like no other – fresh from robbed votes and appalling misjudgments – its imperative is absolute  to be heard and seen as never BallymurphyMassacre_smbefore. The positive progress engendered by Corbyn and the Left, in spite of attritional media attempts to compound the lies, especially  portraying him as a terrorist sympathiser are now ugly in their transparent deceit. The present so called government are and always have been the real terror colleagues and outrageous deceivers.

The shockingly terrifying truth is that a party of such specious content, approach and attitude is about to lie down with their pet ‘friends and allies’ whose terror credentials have always been most vociferous, vengeful and venal.

Would it not seem opportune to call time on these terror elements, factions and perpetrators  posing as this illegitimate  government persuading us accept them as the voice of the people?

Brexit will be hard for these liars, ironically fulfilling their stated goal yet once again for all the reasons they so desperately did not cater for – we the people will make it hard for them to get their way and eventually our will and wish will get its way and direct sanity, tolerance and compassion back centre stage as their legitimacy crumbles into the dust created on the demise of every tyrannical obsession!


Read more of my research and the story of uncovering the mechanisms of global control in Dreams and Realities

Capt AH Trapman
: aka Toto, has been a journalist for The London Telegraph, author of several well received books include The Dog, Man’s Best Friend, The Greeks Triumphant and Straight Tips for Subs and co-founder/creator for the British Army, the Bicycle Battalions. As a researcher and investigative reporter he was responsible for uncovering hidden pathways to the Global Deep State following the global financial crash of 1929.