May People Suffer That Change Be Effected

To some what I am about to say will be taken as cruel, lacking in compassion, caring and insensitivity or yet another excuse for keeping truth, reality and evolution at bay. To those having witnessed suffering, seen through the lies and developed critical faculties they then live and develop by, it will be taken as common sense, appropriate and essential.

Suffering on a personal and collective scale is now essential, a prerequisite. It is the only medicine suitable to wake people from a sleep so deep and controlled that nothing other will enable awakening. Reasoning, discussion, persuasion and truth telling to the face or virtually have and continue, to a greater degree, to fall on deaf, dumb and blind somnolent souls. These are those so far ponerized, propagandised and placed into the torpor of belief that their controllers are still looking after their best interests, have the greater good at heart and all will work out well in the end if we just stay with it. These souls perpetuate a most destructive state of professional denial.

Those stuck and lost to the airy fairy land where they profess love will overcome all the ills in the world are equally delusional. For the most part this is the continuing bullshit fed us in the sixties, the summer of love and the mind programs built around and into these events. Again pre-emting nit pickers  challenging this statement I have always believed love and its right practice to be the greatest asset and solvent to ills. What I challenge here is the mindset appealing to meditate, stay outside the media controlling us and all will be well. Objectivity, critical thinking and an open mind yes but retreating into faux spirituality and easy to pronounce self interested be-gooding is rarely going to address anything other than the self inflation of egos, arrogance and misguided optimism of better.

Love is our greatest asset when used appropriately. It is the solvent allowing all things to move and have their best being, yet in itself it will not move mountains of evil, tripe and deceit. Positive thinking is ok in its place, however to think positive thinking and ignoring the negative is going to be the solution is typical of the misguided teachings of body mind gurus. All have to be accompanied with right action, proper practice, really walking the talk and the unassailable absence of denial on any level. Speaking, acting, investing in and practicing truth, answering to what our best being knows, is the only path for correction. This is concomitant with self education, developing awareness, critical thought and the utter absence of lying to oneself, kidding oneself our specialness makes us good and apart from the mass mess.

Suffering will and has always brought the individual and collective back on track, be it for a moment or for life change permanence. Suffering destroys the raging ego, the hubris of speciality, exceptionalism and every other crass usurpation of our innate humanity.

Today we are consumed in a boiling pot of such gross lies, deceit and evil intent lacking any moral compass that each of our lives appear hopeless with little ability for change. We are left stagnating, strangled and staunched. Most have become prisoners  to their self imposed and very limited mindset and allow themselves to be programmed on an altogether obscene level. Those who run with the status quo refusing to admit such programming consciously self delude or are content to remain plain ignorant of anything perpetrated on their lives, their families and their communities through whatever form of gizmo or trend. The reaction to anyone aware and truth telling is immediately flagged when such messengers become tagged as conspiracy theorists, that well worn, favoured call initiated by the CIA in the sixties to staunch questioning the propaganda and dissent. Anti-Semitism is of the same ilk, propagated by the Anglo Zionists who long ago entrapped the Jewish franchise to establish their perverse validity as they sear their foul, cruel and self obsessed psychopathy across the globe. That laws are now being considered and passed to make it a criminal offence to question the State of Israel shows clearly who runs the lunatic asylum.

To learn who rules over you, simply find out who you are not allowed to criticize” attrib: Voltaire

The preponderance for individuals to be goaded into self obsession through encouragement of choice, self expression and self obsession has enabled the psychopaths   in high office and infiltrated into all our lives, to cultivate such diverse groups of authoritarian followers as to blur the lines between right, wrong, morality and ethical practice. Confusion, distraction and dispensing of any natural discussion or argument has set each against the other in such a varied kaleidoscope of groups, labels and identifications as to keep people preoccupied forever. Orwell’s war is peace, freedom is slavery and ignorance is strength resonates deafeningly as we continue to ignore his prescient words and still believe our masters.

Sanity has left the corridors of power. The role and influence of common sense is now stigmatised as being akin to terrorism. A war on terrorism is that illogical, ephemeral project, waging permanent war on an idea. Fear is fed daily through all sorts of organs that for most unable to control or steer their critical faculties, end up giving in, giving up and colluding with the perpetrators of control. Silence becomes our enemy. Complicity the true evil.

Social media has been used as a tool to spread such madness at hyper speed. Discrimination, objectivity and the use of critical thinking allows the few (when set against the billions of us) to navigate with dextrous and swift speed through the morass that is today’s information age. Social media like any medium can be utilised for good, bad or indifference. Allowing the deception to be infused and used through its various portals is irresponsibility at its most terrifying.

For those lacking these skills suffering can only be the one thing  enabling the slightest potential for change. It is what becomes imperative when the eleventh hour and fifty ninth has passed.

When I say bring on the suffering I do so from a most compassionate, loving state of mind and caring for the human race. Be it natural phenomena, crass, irresponsible human behaviour or horrendous happenstance it matters not. Our collective amnesia, denial and arrogance is well overdue for reset.

Some will argue there is still time for things to correct themselves without suffering. I respond – that delusion is part of the very problem and has to be addressed. Of course such a deus ex machina or illusory hope will always be an unknown at this or any time, however  waiting for it to appear, be it second comings, alien saviours or any other hopeless wish fulfillments illustrate stagnation, denial and refusal of the highest order. Waking others continues to be always a necessary action, even though it has proven an almost fruitless task. I am not proposing doing nothing, no, do absolutely everything and more. Continue becoming informed, develop even greater critical faculties. Face and tackle the unknown and the known even if that means placing personal life at peril. Confront evil even as to closes us all down. Speak truth with every breath. Challenge the nay sayers, the conditioned authoritarian followers, the fantasists who place their faith in the unholy, the numinous and varied religious indoctrinations.

Faith is most definitely called for, yet it is a faith in the single power of change enabled only and exclusively with the awakening of each individual.  Suffering is what truly opens and readies us for transformation and evolution that goes way beyond simple token attempts, pretence and oppressed belief values.

I end quoting Christopher Fry in A Sleep of Prisoners. The reference to God here for me holds no religious connotation. It is the very substance we are all individually and collectively part of, made from and facilitate to experience this human moment. Until we can wrap that around our being suffering will exert its most precious influence on each and everyone of us to help us break our self created chains!

The human heart can go the lengths of God…
Dark and cold we may be, but this
Is no winter now. The frozen misery
Of centuries breaks, cracks, begins to move;
The thunder is the thunder of the floes,
The thaw, the flood, the upstart Spring.

Thank God our time is now when wrong
Comes up to face us everywhere,
Never to leave us till we take
The longest stride of soul we ever took.

Affairs are now soul size.
The enterprise
Is exploration into God.
Where are you making for? It takes
So many thousand years to wake,
But will you wake for pity’s sake!



Read more and a true story uncovering the mechanisms of global control in Dreams and Realities

Capt AH Trapman
: aka Toto, was a real life journalist for The London Telegraph, author of several well received books include The Dog, Man’s Best Friend, The Greeks Triumphantand Straight Tips for Subs and co-founder/creator for the British Army, the Bicycle Battalions. As a researcher and investigative reporter he was responsible for uncovering hidden pathways to the Global Deep State following the global financial crash of 1929.

His work, essence and ongoing work has morphed into his grand nephew Jonathan L. Trapman, himself having traversed the portals of journalism and media. Presently using his pen as the sword to do battle with untruth, deception, distraction, division and psychopathy in power he continues the efforts Toto began.

All warriors for truth are by nature immortal thus all words penned never cease to carry the energetic influences expressed.


Weaponized Political Correctness – Civilization Doomed

Mahatma Gandhi was once asked about Western civilization:
Journalist: What do you think of Western civilization?
Gandhi: I think it would be a good idea.

On the rocky road to civilization one of the founding tenets is respect, another would be tolerance. Yet a third would have to be loving kindness. A fourth most important of all would be Common Sense. I am sure, dear reader you can conjure up many more.

One vast barb masquerading as aspects of these is Political Correctness. Its insidious mind numbing insistence to be observed is no more than control of speech, thinking and expression. Fascism pure and simple. Though so called liberals among us would fiercely challenge this statement, its veracity is proven daily to be so. When it comes to loving kindness and tolerance there is no more virulent demonstration of their antithesis than those screaming foul at expressive, precise and eloquent speech not adhering to their own interpretation of how we should all speak.

Whatever happened to “Sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me”?

What happened is a society hell bent on being persuaded persecution is rife. Intolerance is flooding every orifice and social scene we know. In answer to that I freely admit there are inhuman levels of intolerance, there is a global platform, the Internet, with an ability to spout off all sorts of invective, hurt and foul language and our base actions have now infiltrated our language as viciously as the bullet invades the body. Yet interaction, communication and discussion have been like that since we learned to grunt approval or disapproval.

There is a huge hole, a terrific failing to point to the causes of expansion in such practices of foul mouthing and viciousness. The trouble is, it resides in the very organs that preach, scream foul and themselves propagate such practices as appropriate. The Mainstream media, celebrity, political power brokers, entertainment organs… the list is endless.

These figures of so called mentorship and example place themselves on platforms of sobriety and best practice while f*ing and blinding misogynistic, racist rants, engaging in sexual atrocities and covering up their actions of genocide, sexism and excremental life practices. We hear only the rare bleat of objection, comparatively, while the wholesale slave trade and abuse of our non Caucasian members of the global family are used abused and otherwise pilloried metaphorically and physically for hundreds of years. Meanwhile the Caucasian sheep are pilloried, ridiculed and set upon like no other from these very pillars of establishment. The chasm  between word and action is illustratively huge.

Civilizing, like respect, has to be earned through action not edict. The rape of another land, others’ sovereignty contains no civilizing factors, quite the opposite. The squeals of the little authoritarian piglet followers of such practitioners is barbarian at best, inhuman and ignorant at worst.

Yet daily we are exhorted to call a spade an instrument of discovery, a fellow human being a neutral gendered participant in cohabitation. The list is endless and so abusive of common sense language and interpretation as to destroy any meaningful descriptor of what it is to be human. It is fundamentally a sharp weapon of dehumanizing the act of being human. Like bleach it destroys common sense, accentuates methods of control and is the least civilizing method towards sanity and discernment.

In truth we have such a hugely long way to go if we choose the path of controlled division. Until we can look our fellow human brothers, sisters, mothers, fathers, grandparents in the eye and see the very same pulsing humanity no matter what individual or collective traits they present we shall be forever in the grossest stage of barbarism traveling in concentric circles until we, like the Ouroboros disappear up our own a*hole.

A fitting end to a species hell bent on self extinction!

Read more of my research and the story of uncovering the mechanisms of global control in Dreams and Realities

Capt AH Trapman
: aka Toto, has been a journalist for The London Telegraph, author of several well received books include The Dog, Man’s Best Friend, The Greeks Triumphant and Straight Tips for Subs and co-founder/creator for the British Army, the Bicycle Battalions. As a researcher and investigative reporter he was responsible for uncovering hidden pathways to the Global Deep State following the global financial crash of 1929.